... Come the downs.
Remember I posted that an Ironman race is probably more mental than it is physical?
It's the same way in all training and even in life in general. And some days just blow monkey butt. Today, my friends, blows monkey butt.
I think it is kind of ironic that the most depressed day of the year (January 17th) is just around the corner and all I see are friends updating statuses about how cranky they are, how much cabin fever they have, and how everything in life is driving them nuts. You know this most depressing day of the year thing is statistically proven? I find it ironic that my mood seems to be following suit, and taking all my ambition right along with it.
I want one day where I don't feel some massive cleaning project pressing on me, or someone to help out tackling the project so it doesn't seem as bad or doesn't take as long. I want someone geographically close to me to partake in training with me so I don't feel like the crazy schmuck all the time. I wish... I wish... I wish. I'm not even wishing for financial stability (though that would be awesome)...
Wow, this one is taking a depressing turn. It's all a part of reality, it gets tough sometimes... The question is, am I tougher than my surroundings? Can I overcome all this crap and rise above? Can I grit my teeth, endure whatever, and wake up tomorrow new?
We'll see.
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